So I guess I am going through a depression of sorts. I feel worthless and helpless and my self esteem is really low right now. I am sure it is the holidays and missing my family and not being able to find a job. Today has been a roller coaster. Mad, sad, excited, disappointed, drained. I yelled at my husband for the dumbest things. More because I cannot yell at myself for being so stupid and lazy. I looked for something and I found that I can help a needy family. It briefly gave me satisfaction for knowing that I can bring happiness to someone else. I really need to work on that when it comes to my loved ones and myself. But, hopefully this needy person will appreciate what we are doing for her and her kids and be able to help someone else someday. We can only hope.
I wish I belonged somewhere. I don't feel like I belong anywhere. Just so emotional today.
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