So I try to do something nice and it backfires. I used to be such a nice person and thought I could be that way again and then, another reason to be sinicle and untrusting of everyone. It started with me offering to help out a needy family. She has boys, asked for anything. So I made up a list and sent it to her and she picked out some things. We emailed all evening back and forth exchanging stories. Then today, I email her to ask a question and nothing, no response. I guess she didn't need my stuff after all. All day today, I have offered to help families in need and then I find that none of my free stuff is worth it or they don't want it or they want to sell it for profit. What a shame! None of these people are needy - they are greedy. Want something for nothing but only if it is new, expensive and profitable. What a joke. I was hussled, but briefly. I did not lose anything in this deal, just some more self esteem and more of my helpful heart.
Oh and today I rescued a cat. He was cool for about 5 hours. My other cats can't like him and neither can I. He has to go back to the place we got him. It is not worth it. I am bummed. My heart is broken. I will now regain focus and put it where it belongs.. myself and my family. That is it.
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