Fail and fail again...

My head tells me I am stupid. A lot! I want to be good at something. I am not. I keep thinking that I am ok. I am not sure. One minute I am up and happy and then I am fighting my head again. You know the one that tells me I am stupid. A lot! I don't want to fail again. I am tired of failing. I need a nap. I will keep trying. But I need a nap now. Rest is good. The energy will come back. I will keep trying. I cannot fail again.