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Seeing the light...small steps... It is all going to work out. It has to!

Stupid Stupid Stupid

I officially hate everything have right now! My FIL is an asshole, my teachers are wackjobs, my peers at school drive me crazy with their stupidity, my mother is dying and doesn't care. I have had it! What is going on here? It is like one minute everything was great and working fantastic and then there was a shift or something because everything sucks right now. I am so angry about this house and my FIL and his dumb ass baby behavior. I really really wish I could just walk away from it all. I am so done with this nightmare. And honestly, If I had not promised my husband that I would stick it out no matter what, I would so be on the way out of here in a second. Just empty the account and leave! But, with that said, I digress. I must stick it out, because I love my husband and if we cannot be a team in all the decisions, what is the point. But I am ANGRY!!!!!! I really need some good vibes my way, because honestly, I am about to say some nasty things to FIL the next time I see him.

So honey - if I am not being friendly for the next few days, know that I love you and we will get past this. But understand that I am PISSED OFF at the moment and need to vent A LOT!

Cannot argue with a moron!

if you are going to argue your point, atleast be educated about it! I take a class with a girl who is VERY opinionated, but cannot even speak proper English. My point - she says things like "you be more smarter". Really?! You just sound dumb saying that. I can argue with the best of people when it comes to MY opinion about things, but when arguing right and wrong, that is something that one must be educated on. This class is just going to drive me crazy - good and bad!! The teacher singles me out so I am either the teacher's pet or the class know it all. Great - I get that title...again. But, I don't really care what the others in the class think of me, as long as I feel good about me and the teacher likes me, then well... I am good. =) But this girl needs to get a clue!