I might be a little stressed about school?!

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why is school so hard for me? I guess if I really want a good education, I have to actually learn something. DAMN! I love learning new things, it is just all the work that goes into it. Do we really need all the papers, really?!? I wish I could be ok with just passing, but no, I have to be all good at what I do and stuff. Stupid stupid. If I were really smart I would just pass, get the degree and move on, but I want to be good at it, so I stress. DAMN DAMN DAMN.

Ok.. better now. whew!

FWD: Please

Why do people think that when you do business with them you are suddenly friends? Or if you are related by blood that it automatically qualifies you for any email forward? I have experienced both recently. First by my asshole aunt D who would send me shit that she thought I would enjoy. I did not and told her so. She will pray for me. LOL Now, since starting freecycle, a woman has decided that she will start forwarding me things. I did not ask for this, I do not want to be friends with her, I may not even agree with her way of doing things in life, so why does she think it is OK to do this? Can I not just be nice to someone without it coming with all these complications? NOPE I guess not. Why do I even bother? On that note, I know a guy married to a person I at one point was really good friends with and he is an idiot who thinks it is fun to torture me with his nonsense. Again, WHY DO I BOTHER? I cannot unfriend him, but I really am tired of his idiocy. What to do? I guess like junk mail, I will just ignore it from now on. DELETE. gone.

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To You

So, I think we are ok! We have our finances in order, our house is getting there and we are working as a team. I am proud of us. Thank you for being my everything. I love you!